My name is Samantha. If you're ever bored or just need someone to talk to, my AIM is shehadthewxrld

_{This is some random poem I wrote about this guy...I call him Michigan, kinda stupid, but whatever.}

 

_{I hate the sound doors make when you close them}

_{I hate the way the stars all fade at dawn}

_{I hate getting blamed for things I didn't do}

_{I hate listening to our stupid song}

 

_{I hate the blood on my swollen, ashy skin}

_{I hate that your coffee tastes so dry}

_{I hate that I refuse to let you talk to me}

_{I hate that you don't care enough to try}

 

_{I hate that I've no way to get back at you}

_{I hate that, even if I could, I don't want to}

_{I hate that you're so much better off without me}

_{And that, pretty soon, you won't even want me}

 

_{I hate that you have so much more potential}

_{But you're still way too afraid to even try}

_{I hate that you're starting to move on now}

_{But if I can't have you tonight, I'm gonna die}

 

_{I hate that you forgot to say you're sorry}

_{But I forgave you before you even had the chance}

_{I hate that I still see you with her}

_{And I hate that I never held your hand}

 

_{I hate that I'm the one that messed everything up}

_{And I'm still the one that's so in love with you}

_{I hate that you're just so far away from me}

_{And there's nothing that I can really do}

 

_{I hate that you're really starting to fall for her}

_{And that you two look so fucking good together}

_{And even though I know you're really happy}

_{I still need you here to make me feel better}

 

_{I hate that I can't find the strength to throw away}

_{The pictures on the dresser of you and me}

_{And I hate that every single time I look at them}

_{All I can think about is what used to be}

 

_{And if I hadn't have gone and blown it}

_{If I would've just bitten my stupid, angry tongue}

_{Those words would never have come alive}

_{This stupid song would never have been sung}

 

_{I hate the way they treat me in this place}

_{Like I'm some kind of monster and they're afraid}

_{And I hate that every night I still see your face}

_{I really wish that you would've stayed}

 

_{I hate that this is all my bloody fault}

_{And I really hate that you were right}

_{Before this moment, I never really understood}

_{But now I know exactly what it's like}